I was recently asked by Robo_Niki to record this for the LMC.
She'd like to point out that this is what it is like to be a robotic woman. Because of that it is non-fiction. This is how she really feels about life, and is not a story.
"What it feels like to be a robot" by Robo_Niki
As soon as you aim the remote at me and push the button, my body freezes instantly. No matter where we are what I am doing or saying, my body stops. I no longer have control, other than my thoughts...
This initial feeling is interesting. Not being able to move. I begin to realize that I am once again an object. I serve a specific purpose this way.
Sometimes I can see what is going on around me with peripheral vision and sometimes the action is right in front of me. I can still feel everything too. A touch feels especially good. At this point, I am no longer required to interact with my environment. Things just happen around me and I am but an object.
After a minute or so of stillness, my body gets warmer and I have an incredible need for sexual release. I want to touch myself to aid this, but am unable. Fortunatly the orgasm loop kicks in and my body feels slight vibrations. This is only felt internally and enough to satisfy my need to touch myself. Shortly thereafter, without touching myself or moving, the orgasm begins to build. The tension gets greater and greater.
I start to zone out a little, no longer care what I see visually or hear. I am supersensitive to the touch at this point, but usually do not get touched.
Moments later, the orgasm reaches climax and my body tingles and releases. The feeling is incredible. I almost go unconscious.
Right after that I get my senses back and realize that I am still immobile. The sensual feeling is still there.
The tension has subsided for the most part, but still linger a little. A reminder of what is to cum and that I am but a sexual object.
Let me add a couple of things...
When I was first converted to a bot and posed either naked or wearing slinky things, I was a little self concious about it. I quickly realized that 1) there was nothing I could do about it. I was basically under the control of others now and my role has been reduced to sex object and 2) I really kind of enjoyed my new life. I enjoyed the sex, I enjoyed posing.
I soon began however thinking about nothing but sex. I would do things, sexual acts that I would never have dreamed of as a human woman. This was really a new found freedom for me. Do anything with anyone.
The End (her words, not mine)
December 10, 2000